Monday, December 3, 2007

Like a roller coaster

It seems like everytime I think things are better, they get worse. I guess it's just part of the natural ebb and flow, but I'm really starting to feel the disconnect between our needs and desires. She could go a whole day without a hug, and just a simple kiss, but I need more. That might seem needy, so shoot me.

As for sex, sometimes I feel like if I don't make a move, she never would. She's told me she just doesn't think about it, and it's not a huge deal to her, but she doesn't seem to care that it matters to me. My attempt to keep it in her mind and get her to think about it more backfired, and now she feels like I pester her and like it's all that matters to me. oops. She couldn't be more wrong.

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