Up and down, like a rollercoaster

I had some of the most amazing sex over the weekend. It all started with a conversation and shedding some light on the frigidness that has been our sex life.

We started a conversation about how little sex we'd been having and why. She got pretty upset about some of it, and further into the conversation, she told me she felt like I didn't listen. Now I've heard this a thousand times before and felt like they were just being crazy. I've always been told by friends that I'm an excellent listener and I've always been the guy people go to to vent or get advice, so when she had said it before, I just thought she was being sensitive. Well, she told me why. Apparently, I cut her off sometimes (not meaning to, that just my conversational style) and she doesn't want to finish what she's saying after that. I told her I didn't realize I'd been like that. She basically said it's like I'm trying to have sex with a stranger.

This opened my eyes some and made me realize how I should act in the future. Well, after such an open and revealing conversation, she hopped in the shower and shut the door, usually a sign to not come in. The thought (and hope) that I'd hear her call my name was running through my head and I nearly jumped when she actually did. My heart kind of dropped when she said, can you open the door, it's getting too steamy in here. I took my que, and peed, and coyly said, "want some company in there?" I was half expecting her to laugh and say no.

She said, want to switch? I jumped at the chance, took off my clothes and hopped in. She's fucking beautiful naked, and still doesn't believe me, no matter how many times I tell her. Of course I got inavoidably hard, and of course, she noticed. Usually she'll giggle and pretty much ignore it, but I handed her the soap and held my arms up. She soaped me up. Even "him." After a little kissing and rubbing, I said, let's dry off and go downstairs.

I ran down there, turned on the heater and waited for my beautiful girlfriend. She came running over, jumped in bed and scooted over to me to get warm. Of course, I got rock hard again so I jumped on top of her. Both of us get really excited right out of the shower and we covered each other with kisses all over. She jumped on top of me and teased me for so long. She wrapped her mouth around me, she got me so close and when she came up for a kiss, just rocked my tip across her lips, but refusing to let me get in. We were touching and being close for so long, she got really excited when I ran my nails down her back, squeezed her ass and spanked her. She was getting wetter, and I was getting harder. Both of us wanted it so badly, it hurt.

That's when things got dirty and rough. She even went so far as to put her hands around my neck. Fuck, that made me so damned hard. She held my hands above my head and wouldn't let me touch her. She ran her nails down my chest and back. We both pulled each others' hair. I like it rough, and it makes her giggle, another thing I love. When she finally let me inside, I almost exploded. We fucked so hard and she actually sat up and let me watch, another thing I love that she's getting more comfortable with.

I told her to leave some marks on me, just not on my neck. She lovingly ablidged. She was on top of me, my thumb rocking back and forth over her button, she she couldn't help but dig her nails in my chest. I don't think she realized what she was doing until later when she saw the marks on my chest.

I think I'll be listening a little harder to her from now on.